Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, October 27, 2006 Sinking of JAPAN. uhh. watched that with my clique today. xD couldnt decide which movie to watch at first. ==" all the movies are not nice this month okay! didnt think singing of japan was very interesting but watched it anyway. hmm. i rate it 7/10. girl meets boy. boy meets girl. girl likes boy. boy likes girl. girl take cares of an orphan. boy wants to be together with girl and orphan. they kissed. hugged. blah. boy risks life to save japan. he dies. [and he really saves japan.] girl saves orphan and aunt. THE END. wth?! they never even mention what the girl do when she found out the boy died. she didnt even know he died. they shld show like 10 years later or something. -.- yep. japan was like full of destruction. and nowadays advertisments are too many liao. me and chris finish the popcorn till half okay! [when it was still advertisments] stupiddd! movie finished and decided to go walk walk. saw mrs ang at giant. LOL. shes the one in pink and the guy in black whos looking at the camera apparently is her laogong. [shes not fat but pregnant?] we approached her anyway. went to the water feature and kelyn kept kicking the water at zenna and christabel. luckily i wasnt in there cos i was wearing shoes. :l anyway, we revenged by throwing her flip flops into the water. WHAHAHA. went to the playground after that. this one. children were using cardboard scraps to slide down the 'hill'? hah. the real slide was spoiled anyway. then kelyn and doro left. we went to toys 'r' us. everyone was trying out witch hats and masks. so i present to you the two witches. (: went bukit merah. kelly went off on the way. my relative actually saw me going into 131 cos he was in the bus after 131! LOL. oh. i could've gone home but i had to return the stupid library book. so i went with chris and zenna. after throwing the book into the slot. i walked to the bus interchange and went homeeee! :D Wednesday, October 25, 2006 happy hari raya. happy deepavali. but merry christmas?! ==" yes. school's celebrating merry christmas. when its over a month away. somemore they combine everything together. -.- and arghh. got mas! i HATE mas. mrs lee sat at my seat for the first few periods. i was like. errr..? then she. mrs lee: could you please sit somewhere else first? eh. the whole class isnt in class anyway. why cant she move? ==" anyway. mrs lee went out after 1 period and we started a water war? whats the cause of it? nike bottles. T.T i got super wet okay. my whole uniform was so wet. but i think christabel was more cham then me. after her uniform was sibei wet, rachel went to spray her 4 times more. its not the sprinkles. but the thick line of water? i dknw how to describe? ==" after that we found out we had to go for oral communication. went for speech. i got 54/65! WAAHAHAH. sq and qm only got like 44. xD but zenna got 60+. she pro sia. then it was english. then we had to pack the class. swept the floor. put the chairs on tables. blah blah. then oral communication contest i think. zenna only won consolation prize. but i think she did well lor. everyone was like looking at her. of course nervous la. and school finally ended. sheesh. thursday. friday. HOLIDAYS! :D so happyyyy! anyway, i decided to visit the school cat. HHAHAAHA. shes so cute okay? ^^ oh oh. it finally started to rain. i love rainy days. (: Monday, October 23, 2006 okayy. i seriously think what has happened to rach. according to alik, she's been auditioning. eeyier. she audition then pang seh me? how can like that onee? ): i got no one to tell my craps to now. so miss her! x( -ahem- as in missing a friend. thank you. anyway, went to he room for he. talk talk talk and talked. yup. LOL. aiya. nothing much. then it was recess. then oral communication. i almost got called up for the speech again. all thanks to stupid kelyn. ==" and luckily i didnt. the two people who gone for the speech were kelyn and kelly. i haven prepared my speech yet. i better finish everything up by tmr. we had this puzzle thingy for science. so hard to do okay! whalao. cannot finish. so we went for history. watched videos for history. hahaha. its not history-based videos. she went to the Stay Alive movie at youtube. so scary okay! i kept using the table to hide my face. i dont dont dont and will never watch scary movies. thank you. then she went to happytreefriends. WTH!? so bloody. nc16. LOL. then she went to youtube again. watched miss swan. watched it before. hehe. but it was still damn funny lah! sq told me to look at the back. saw vanessa making her hair. she got her hair cut. she wore a hairband today. but she took it out and put her frinch to cover her eye. THIS IS MY MIND SEQUENCE. looked at her hair style. reminds me of > paul. reminds me of > PANDA! i knew she would surely want to see it! xD took about 3 and went home since the school was dismissed. she wore braces somemore. LOL. Saturday, October 21, 2006 VIVOO CITYYYYY! lalala. woke up at 7.45 am today. thought of not wanting to go cause i was soooo sleepy. anyway, still went and reached habourfront mrt. gathered around there and waited for panda and oleng. after that everyone went to sentosa. slacked around. panda and her friend disapeared for a few times and each time they came back, they were always wetter. lol. played with sand. then mess with the guitar. blah blah. after that we went to vivo city and ate lunch. it was superrrrrr crowded lah! whalao. then that was the time serene [chillipeppa] joined us. shortly after mitch also joined us. this one is chillipeppa. this is mitch. you know what? i find mitch very cute. LOL. dknw why. she those tomboy tomboy kind but i find her cute. anyway, im definately not a les. (: i so want to copy her fashion code! her fashion code is those that i long to have. i'll have to get some fats off first though. ==" this is oleng. her shirt looks damn ah soh okay! LOL. this is some random pic. walked around and around. went to somerset for movie since it was all full at vivo. i dont wanna watch the movie okay! its deathnote. sounds kinda scary. ==" i dont watch horror movies thank you. its like we tapped out from somerset mrt. we discussed about whether to watch movie or shop. everyone wanted to watch the movie. anyway, i had to go home for dinner. so i had to tap in again? waste money. ==" i want to cycle my bike but the haze causes me not to. wth. haze haze go away? o.O P.S what has happened to rach? uhh. she wasnt online for like 2 days. i miss her leh. LOL. ==" [les? NO WAY.] no one to rattle my craps to. haha. WANTED: RACHEL. DEAD OR ALIVE. thank you. (: Friday, October 20, 2006 okayy. i sorta hate today. anyway, after recess was maths. then it was art. since there was no lesson, the teacher asked us to pack the room again. ==" the others went to the library then only left my group cleaning everything. LOL. we damn hardworking okay. xD really. we swept the floor. we 'mop'ed the tables, move the tables, throw all the junk. and seiously, looking at the amount of dust, i think its kept over a few centries ago. LOL. zz. we pack like siao lah. we even missed Assembly leh. ==" since the door kenna lock liao, we decided to stay at the art room to pack more stuff. heard they had a talk or something. o.o look at the amount of dust lah. want some on your face? ^^ [this was only the starting] after sch we had to stay back for oral communication. the lecture was so boring! i went to read sq's book. LOL. read liao so dam sleepy. went to sleep. HAHA. ==" but then. after awhile. they go and have this practise before the exam. NA, NT and Express all got different stuff to kenna tested. so the guy try the classes. NA and NT finish trying le. so now they go choose my class. dao mei. 1A ma. then they call all the people all absent. then scarli they go call MY NAME. WTH!? i didnt pay attention la. so i didnt know what to say. that stupid guy go keep asking me go out go in go out go in. 4 times leh. wth. everyone was laughing at me. -.- he go give me paper ask me go out for the 4th time. so when i go in again. he finally gave up ask me go back my seat. arghh. if i could i'll throw the stupid damn paper at his head. T.T Thursday, October 19, 2006 uhh. the 3 last subject results are out! :D SCIENCE SA2: [been waiting so long. x( ] MCQ - 20/30 Section B - 16/40 [4 marks to passing. ==" ] Section C - 15/30 [close.] the overall i FINALLY PASSED MY SCIENCE. GOSH. from the start of the year i've been failing science like shit okay. i was always getting 20+/100. now FINALLY i got like 51/100. its a great great achievement okay. improve by 30+ marks! xD SCIENCE GRADES: F9 -> now C6 WEETT! LITERATURE SA2: Section A - part a - 16/25 - part b - 17/25 Section B - 9/25 [the poem was damn hard okay.] HOME ECONS SA2: Section A - 14/20 Section B - 18/30 Section C - 13/30 there was one question. they showed the advertising picture. showed like detergnt for clothes. the question was. What is the following product called? [something like that. cant remember. ==" ] DETERGENT. DUH! but guess what?! EVERYONE got it wrong except zenna? WTH?! its like almost everyone put same thing lah. -.- then we tell the teacher she go and. STUPID OLD WOMAN: aiya not i mark one lah! how i know? WTH?! whalao. anyhow mark ah? BIAS! -takes up signboard- WE WANT OUR MARK! WE WANT OUR MARK! opps. ANYWAY. my mother told me to go tell principal. so. im gonna tell everyone tomorrow? before the results were released, we had this performance before recess. the classes will organise the performance lor. everyone was like talking la. slacking around. some of it is just SO BORING! and what. OUR CLASS WON. LOL. do you know when did they practise the dance? morning assembly. ==" so like everyone was late for assembly. haha. while getting back the papers, christabel went to try sq's spects. she looks so guy-ish. LOL. ==" EHHH! rach didnt go online. ==" -ahem- I WANT NEW SPECTS! one of the glass for my spects going to drop out le. LOL. Wednesday, October 18, 2006 Birthdate: January 20, 1980 Height: 179 cm; Weight: 60 kg Bloodtype: AB Siblings: Last-born amongst 2 sons, 1 daughter Debut: UN's 1st album "Voice Mail" (2000) School: Seoul National University thats yul's profile! xD okay okay. hmm. went to tiong mrt. kelyn took damn long la! couldve reached jurong if she wasnt so late. ==" rushed to fuji ice palace. went to get a locker. squeezed our bags in. our shoes in. locked it up. sq: -looks at kelyns bare hands- wheres your gloves? kelyn: OH YA! LOL. i forgot! its in my bag. me and sq: ==" WTH?! she actually forgot her gloves. whalao. mah fan. sq went to the counter to change money. i stood there with kelyn. then i NOTICED TWO PEOPLE STARING STRAIGHT THERE. uh. it was RACH and whoever. yup. finally locked up the locker and went to skate. kelyn was like. kelyn: OMG I DUNWAN I DUNWAN! sq: whalao just go lah. me: yalah. we finally forced her into the rink and she started to pull our shirts. ==" why cant she just try balancing herself? there was this when we all almost fell down together. all because of HER. anyway, I saw rach sitting down and taking out her boots. i also saw deb. xD i was like. what?! their leaving already? no fairrrr! i wanted to summon my courage and push rach in the rink! LOL. hmm. couldnt find her in the crowd at first wad. i kept pointing there there to sq. and there was this old old man who DOESNT LET US HAVE THE DAMN METAL THING? whats wrong with him? why only children can take? and i even saw adults using it. ==" anyway, i saw them leave and i was like sheesh. good chance wasted. found out they went to arcade and since kelyn wants to go arcade so MUCH, we decided to skate a few more rounds and go arcade too. went arcade and saw them. i damn paiseh okay! what lah. you expect me to go up and like "hello!" i will be like a lunatic #$^*%$*$*%. so i watched sq play para para. decided to look back and saw rach stomp her feet? LOL. shortly after they went to kfc. we went to mcdonalds. kelyn and sq broke le. spend on arcade la! i didnt spend any on arcade so. LOL. then they went back to arcade. forced the two of them to go arcade again. :l then find that they were taking neos. they came out and cut the pictures. i was like how to say hi?! whalao. sibei paiseh. ==" then kelyn was like. kelyn: WHY CANT YOU JUST SAY HELLO!? then she started to push me to them!? -.- i was like stop itttttt! then she even called rach a few times. didnt see her turn back. LUCKILY. i was like forget it. i mean, if they keep forcing me, i cant do it okay. ==" so they left. i had to follow. sadd. actually i wanted both groups to like merge then go places together. LOL. we took the mrt train for like 1 hour?! dam sian la. go city hall. take 1 hour. went gai gai. then after that me and kelyn went to tiong sq went to redhill. went home lor. haiya. i just SOOOOOOO REGRETTTTTT not saying hello. LOL. what an experience will it be. LOL. i think too much. siao already la. ==" i want to meet them againnnnn! LOL. P.S im lazy to post YUL's photos now. maybe next time. (: its like 1.28 AM but i CANT SLEEP?! so i decided to blog some craps! :D perharps love [princess hours] lyrics! I don't know when it all started When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you These thoughts would often pop up in my mind I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you It's nothing.. it's just a little thing Your words are awkward to me Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning? My heart keeps saying it loves you It screams out for the whole world to hear Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~? We've finally met.. finally found love If I wanted to show you how I feel The only way would be for you to become me I'm already inside of you Just like you're inside of me To each other [to each other] We may already be too accustomed Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning? My heart keeps saying it loves you It screams out for the whole world to hear Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~? We've finally met.. finally found love When I think about it [when I think about it] I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled I'll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings I'll be with you, I'll only give you fond memories Please don't ever leave me again Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy Please stay by me~ I already love you so much (you're the only one) waitttt! $5 please. for the lyrics. LOL. ==" im soooo going to post like hundreds of yul's photos tomorrow! [maybe even caijing's too! xD ] uhh. later. its 1.33 AM and im not tired. -.- nvm. i edit post later! xD Tuesday, October 17, 2006 i have finally calmed down? arghh. still abit pissed off for what happened today. okay okay. my marks!! they really suck. :( CHINESE SA2: [cant believe i passed it! xD] lauguage paper - 40/80 [LOL. didnt even think i'll pass this] compo - 24/40 [i wrote out of point and i got this. great.] letter writing - 10/20 MATHS SA2: [prepare for the scare!] paper 1 [no calculators] - 8/50 [i swear i wold've done better with calculators!] paper 2 [calculators allowed] - 19/50 [those problem sums didnt really need calculators..] HISTORY SA2: section a - 17/25 section b - part 1 - 14/30 [arghh. why did i make that stupid mistake?] part 2 - 23/45 got a lecture by miss vino for hist during last lesson. i slept at the last few parts of her lecture! LOL. i was at the front seat somemore. ==" heard we didnt do very well for science. damn. im scared. this is the only subject i really studied for during exams. ==" i just hope to impress mrs lee because i didnt really pay attention in her class in the last 2 terms and i kept failing my science then. im so gonna hate parent's meeting. hopefully this 2 terms i didnt really sleep in her class LOL. hope she gives GOOD comments. -coughs violently- searching for a suitable blogskin right now.. :l i want to change this one soon. CANT THEY JUST F***ING UNDERSTAND? first it was my mother. then my maid. then my brother. WTF?! i asked my mother whether i can play my computer today. [following her stupid orders] and she started to nag at me. she says i play then eat lunch play go bath then play then eat dinner then play etc. she says i sit at that spot for the whole day. SO WHAT? she asks me to rest. even if i rest, wont i still be sitting down outside my room!? ISNT IT THE SAME?! WHY CANT SHE JUST LET ME HAVE THE FREAKING COM? she continued nagging and nagging. then asked me if i rest then can play. what logic. i didnt want to answer her and she said "put the the phone dont waste my phone bills" OKAY. so she hanged off. sq wanted me to go online because she wanted to discuss something important. so i called sq to tell her i cant go online then SHE called my hp. "I WANT TO CALL HOUSE" she says. WTH? DIDNT YOU WANT TO SAVE PHONE BILLS? told her i was talking to sq who wanted me to go online then she asks me to pass the phone to my maid. right. then my maid puts down the phone and REPEATS MY MOTHERS NAGGING TO ME. REPEAT FOR WHAT?! ITS NOT AS IF IVE FORGOTTEN THE NAG. my relative can play from MORNING to MIDNIGHT ++ without his mother nagging. and i ONLY PLAY FROM AFTERNOON TO NIGHT. I THINK ITS SO MUCH BETTER THAN MY RELATIVE. WHAT DO THEY WANT!? i shut the damn door and listened to music. wanted to blast music into my ears but the volume was at its max and couldnt go higher. then my brother came in. STARTED ROLE PLAYING SPITTING HIS SALIVA ALL ABOUT. ITS DARN NOISY. told him to go out. "you go out lah" WTF?! CANT HE GIVE ME SOME PEACE? fine. i ren shou. i put on earphones and tried to nap listening the the music and ignoring his stupid roleplay. then i was woken up by my maid. told me my hamster died. WHAT THE? couldnt stand it and gave in so that i can use the computer. [the computer had a pass to go in so i couldnt on it myself] told my maid to type the pass. NAGS WHILE TYPING. I CAN ALREADY bei the NAGS. told my brother to shut up and get out. he finally gets out, telling me to shut up too. okay. adults dont understand the torture they give and how it feels to be controlled. why cant adults just UNDERSTAND US teens? i hate today. Friday, October 13, 2006 she is so CUTEEE! yul is so KAWAII!! they are meant for each other - in the show. yul is rightly for ME! LOL. kidding. ==" i almost forgot to post for today lah. hmm. first we did was sports? okay. actually like got nothing to do also de. :l they only play soccer and captain's ball. i was like -jumps like mad- soccer! i love soccer! i love soccer! LOL. after that was oral communication and then it was the socca part. i had to be the DEFENDER! ): i wanted to be striker? LOL. then it was like. recess and we went up to the hall to take our papers back. oh gosh. it was only english paper so yup. these were the stupid scores. compo - 19/30 summary - 22/25 compre 15.5/25 letter writing - 19/30 oral - 24/40 rawrr. the stupid overall is like 67. WTH!? its like 3 marks to an A2! ): &*$&*&*$*^%&# but i surely improved la. i last time got C5 now is B3. improve by two grades! :D so happyyyyy! after that we had to continue our lessons. %&$%&$^&$&. it was art. we ended up packing the art room since like mroe than half of the class were at the hall. got a milo packet treat by the teacher! :D i cleared the table of all those messy messy art stuff. o.O then we had to go to the hall for the talk. guess what was it. "happy toilet enviroment"? siao. talked about toilets. ==" the woman even showed a picture of a toilet with shit in it. whalao. truly NC16. LOL. no lah. only shit. :l P.S i gotta invite my whole clique to go to fuji ice skating on wed! i want to see rachel!! again, its rachel LAU. yupp. luckily its gonna be hari raya. im so going to see you there! :D Wednesday, October 11, 2006 宫－野蛮王妃 [RAWR the stupid thingy.] PRINCESS HOURS!! HE IS SO IRRESISTABLY CUTE!! yah. the shorter one. :D anyway. I STIRKES BACK!! yupp. after those stupid exams. im finally BACKKKK! i still have exams tomorrow. ): HE ans lit. i hack care liaos. i didnt know i could live so long without computer. but i almost died waiting for today. the day i continued my addiction. WAHHAHA. ive like forgotten about everything? hmm. im busily making my clique blog now. so i'll blog sometime very soon. I MISSED YOU GUYS!! x( and and and. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERZ!! WAIT. and THANKS TO RACH FOR HELPING ME WITH THE CLIQUE BLOG! :D
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay