Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, September 26, 2010 had a fun wednesday at tekong with teammates!(: liked the shooting game :D was tempted to go sign on for the army after the trip :/ training on thursday and friday. it was damn tiring but productive :D back kept aching): then my knee area hurt especially while running. and i got a blister on my ankle. whats wrong with me -_- slacked at home both yesterday and today(: kept watching videos and surfing the web :D even took a nap in the late afternoon on both days although i didnt do much. guess my body really needed the rest(: theres training tomorrow again! looking forward to the girls team bbq :D cant wait. and i realised i havent gone out ever since the holidays started): quite pathetic huh? sigh.. hope i'll be able to go out with someone/a group soon. Tuesday, September 21, 2010 so CIP was alright :D pushed the wheelchair of this grandma who's damn cute(: at first she was just staring and looked unfriendly, but in the end when i lowered and looked at her, she smiled and shook my hand :D she has blue eyes too o_o guess the colour of her iris faded off already. had training for the past 2 days. paddled on sunday. long time never paddle already! didnt get to paddle yesterday because they were closed. ended up going all the way there to do exercises. the training session today was productive although tiring :D could really feel myself push and take it as though we were really in a race(: my back is aching from it :/ been going for lunch with teammates too :D theres finally no training tomorrow!(: but i'll be attending an activity at pulau tekong :/ hope it'll be fun! Friday, September 17, 2010 had a 'quiet' birthday this year. had training in the morning. ran for 20 minutes, followed by paddling, and then ran for another 4.4km :/ suffered for the running part): lunch after that with teammates :D homed and then out with mum and bro for dinner(: had fun. then when we were going to leave the staff held a slice of cake and walked to me singing happy birthday LOL. felt really awkward! :/ was damn tired so i slept after we reached home. thanks everyone for the well wishes though(: there were a lot of people who posted wishes on fb this year, compared to the one last year: posts - debra, yeow hong, hou yee, dorothea, vivian c, xiu xian, yuxin, rozann, amira, shuqing, neesha, samantha c, kelly, nurul, min, ain, marianna, chonghan, stuart, dharshana, hazel, nianting, vanessa wee, june, vincent, yishi, zen hung, rachel c, min yee, wan yi, diyanah, ethan, syuhada, huiping, victoria, shuxuan, peien, wei ting, charmian, wilson, jamie, daryl, aizad, qianhui, eliz g, ervin, sherilynn, amx, pavitra, lovely, nadia d, chengyee, claire, mousey, lily, alex, eunice, crystal k, mitchell, shijie, clare, ann, pui ting, desmond, cheryl t, joanne, crystal c, jordon, cherri, clarice, valerie, kylicia, kian meng, szhong, meimei, weijie, huizhuang, raj, ivy, adeline, aulydia, jobelle, elaine, alhami, jiwon, weiling, brandon, isaac, charimaine, hero, ridd, malar, genevie, wilson, hayden, dada, jiefang, tiffany, darren, tinwei, rachel c, shiqian, maya, simyee, yanah, aifaa, joyce, sharon, elbea, yinlin, yijun, nabisha, yi ying, sim swen, jaya, nashuha, amirah, ee leng, nazi, kellie, isma, jiayan, jojo, clarissa, karen, zenna, xuejing, rochelle, cherelene, sarah, majesta, samatha, liman, tazkiah, landy, jasmine, guanbeng, guanwen, elizabeth g, clare. sms wishes - relatives, gwendolyn, jobelle, debra, susan, amy, qimei, rachel ching, sim swen, luke. present received - DB teammates (jiefang compiled it :D) okay thats really a lot hahaha. guess those names which would stand out are the sms and gifts ones xD initially i felt kinda sad cos i loved presents but i had none.. but after receiving the present from my teammates, i really felt my mood lift up. reading their notes to me brightened my day and made me laugh too(: appreciate it a lot, and a big thanks to jiefang :D my mum baked me a blues clues cake too :D it tastes really good(: love it. slacked my day off today. body is aching too :/ waking up early for CIP tomorrow with the girls. hope it'll be fun(: Thursday, September 16, 2010 12.20am :3 Wednesday, September 15, 2010 slacked the day off yesterday :D played games. felt great since ive controlled myself from playing games during the exams. hahah. went for training today. wanted to paddle but it rained heavily + thunder -_- so i ended up going there to run and do exercises. but it was great seeing my teammates again(: im starting to feel the ache hahaha. shows how long i have been off intensive exercise :/ left early to travel all the way to school. for paintball with min, farhana and alex! :D the briefing and talking took up a good amount of time. in the end the real action only lasted for around 10 minutes cos we only had 2 rounds): it was damn fun :D it was like playing counter strike in real life. HAHAHA :P i didnt manage to 'kill' anyone though :/ but it was alright. got shot on my finger and it became swollen. didnt hurt as much as i thought it would xD there was this guy who kept running too fast and was not able to stop in time, knocking the bunker off again and again. hilarious. wanted to bring paintballs back but then it couldnt last D: oh well. another video i saw! hehe. dog plays billard. damn pro :D Monday, September 13, 2010 EXAMS ARE OVERRR! :D finally! :D didnt die so badly for science last thursday as i thought i would. maths today was not that bad too. makes me feel kinda hopeful for my results(: gymed too with landy, jf and aifaa :D didnt do much though :/ free day tomorrow! gonna pack my stuff and complete tasks :/ busy schedule coming nearer and nearer though): saw this video one or two days ago. the goalkeeper damn fail hahaha. dont know why but im feeling kinda down right now. sigh. been down from time to time because of the same reason. oh well. shall not think about it anymore and enjoy my day(: Wednesday, September 08, 2010 survived 3 out of 5 exams! :D felt that the first 3 exams were quite alright(: 2 more to go! but those 2 are also the worst ones :/ hoping that it will be alright too hahah. really cant wait for this period to be over! not having training these days is kinda bad :/ im afraid my stamina will lower or something then i'll die when training starts again -_- so i tried to work out myself at home and also go for runs. hope it will help :D i want to catch cats and dogs after the ut period! :D i remember watching the old version some time back. it was good. in the new movie, they're going to combine forces! think it'll be fun to watch(: cant wait wahaha. currently, i gave up on the rest of the physics topics for tomorrow's exam :/ oh well. hope i'll survive! Sunday, September 05, 2010 its the first exam tomorrow and im getting nervous): almost finished with revision, just that im still left with all those parts which i dont understand and do not know how to do. sigh. luckily, one of it will be on thursday while the other will be on monday in the following week. i wonder whether i can complete it by then :/ argh. oh well. cant wait for this exam period to be over. however, the weeks after the exams sucks too. schedule is damn packed. filled with trainings and activities and workshops. maybe its good in a way though. for now, good luck to myself -_- Thursday, September 02, 2010 life this week has been a routine i guess :/ training, home, nap, study, sleep, then repeat. although i still get distracted while studying sometimes, i think that my study progress has been alright so far(: finishing soon. left with 2 more subjects to go but they're also the most problematic ones -_- keep getting stuck cos i dont understand the concepts in it, hindering my study progress): i need to get help soon before i let it pull my grades down. studied with aifaa and esther after training today :D ended up getting distracted and playing :/ oh well hahah. last training tomorrow before the exams! must maintain stamina during the exams though. guess this post is more boring than usual): but a little something i found out to make this post slightly more interesting! kevjumba's joining Amazing Race 17! woah didnt expect it! nice :D cant wait to watch it :P "Internet comedian Kevin Wu, 20, (aka, KevJumba on YouTube) and his father and occasional co-star Michael, 58, the season's youngest and oldest competitors." oh and talking about tv, i caught the last episode of Unriddle. great and unexpected :D hope there'll be an Unriddle 2!(: Rui En is damn cool~ i want to blog but its getting late and i need to sleep because theres training tomorrow!): and my laptop's dying anyway hahaha. shall post tomorrow then! :D for now, goodnight!(:
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay