Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, December 31, 2008 this shall be the last post of 2008. hahaha. i cant believe its going to be 2009 already. its like so fast! year has zoomed by and friendships are made, conflicts resolved and closer bonds. bballed on monday, slacked at home on tuesday then kbox-ed and bballed again today from 4.30pm to about 10.30pm. my legs are on the verge of breaking. hahah. had matches and one of them was with hk and other pro guys. couldnt even try to steal the bball at all o_o they were like bigger sized than wl and i. dont know which group won in the end though. just kept running around the court. hahah. only scored like 1 time in that match :/ didnt go vivo for the countdown which is like happening now. hahaha. its so crowded! wasnt allowed to go anyway so wl is on her own!(: wahaha. tomorrow is homework chiong-ing day!): hope i'll be able to finish the important ones by then. i want mrs nooh back as our chem teacher(: everyone misses her a lot): its going to be a stressful year for all of us i guess :/ hope my maths improves too :D and i cant wait to get jojo's cd. love her songs(: Sunday, December 28, 2008 last working day on friday! woot(: went home and slept till like 5.30pm before going down to bball till about 10.30pm. had matches with juniors, hk and wl. talked at the end before going home. tuition on saturday in which we played games :D which got boring after awhile. went home, changed, went down to bball. at first i played by myself and i got a lot of shots in(: like some lucky streak. hahah. and then the hongkong people came and they took the court :/ by then the whole court was gone so i waited for the others to come but they took forever. played awhile more before going home for dinner. went to wcp. adults went for dinner, we went to play around. at first we climbed the pyramid thing, then played the dumb turning around game which was funny because we fell before we can even start. attempted to make the 'volcano' we made the last time round but failed :/ had to go already anyway. hahaha. went to cousin's house to stay, ds-ed and then talked till we all fell asleep. played wii today in the morning, went for tuition, out with family to bugis for dinner, had fun, homed. theres school tomorrow!): oh man. about 4 more days to the 'real' school :/ Thursday, December 25, 2008 MERRY X'MAS! :D gg and taffy sends their warmest regards. watched bedtime stories yesterday. it was quite alright but we were late for the movie at first because of xf, yx and ty as we waited for them -__- walked around, dinner but i didnt eat, homed. slept till like afternoon today xD ds-ed with bro and gaven then helped out with the cupcakes, went to give some of them and then to aunt's house. relatives came and we all had a mass ds-ing session. hahah :P had a 'christmas dinner' after ds-ing and talking and watching tv. hahha. but it wasnt a real christmas dinner anyway because it was a make-it-yourself sushi dinner! :D damn nice(: went home after we all watched two tv shows together. everyone was like bloated. hahaha. last day of work tomorrow!(: greatos. after this i'll have to dig out my homework and start doing it :/ Tuesday, December 23, 2008 went out these days. didnt bball much except for some days with juniors or hss guys :/ out with dad and bro recently and saw decorations that were kinda nice?! hahha. met zen, sq, qm and doro to go to sentosa together today. started raining heavily when we just reached there -__- took the tram, then it stopped raining, super sunny, went to the beach to play for awhile. it was even raining and sunny at the same time for another while o_o contacted the others, found chalet, slacked, took a 'tour' by trams around, stopped by to see parrots :D before going back to the chalet again. qm left already long before, took 'class' photos before going off. and we have to pay even though we're not staying there -__- wth. even if we are i dont think theres enough beds to accomodate everyone :/ sian. so we went back to vivo and had dinner. met kelly and kel came all of a sudden. but she left soon after and we all went our separate ways after walking around more. hahah. gonna be going out and watching bedtime stories with wl and the others tmr. i hope it wont be disappointing :D cos it looks quite interesting to watch. hahah. counting down with family and relatives too(: last working day on friday! yay(: really glad im not working till the 31st or something. gives me the time for homework xD and school's starting on friday i think? why cant they change it to monday?! oh man :/ Friday, December 19, 2008 changed and went down to bball as usual after work at about 3.30pm. met juniors and we had a match while dr, des and jrmy came later on. was about to go home at about 7.30pm when i got hit by the bball thrown by zr -__- it hit my face again but this time i think this was the worst i ever experienced because it hurt so much that i teared uncontrollably again :/ and my spects got bent. luckily i can get it fixed by tomorrow. homed, bathed, iced my eye because it became swollen and then had dinner with mum and family followed by watching tv :D theres still work tomorrow): followed by tuition o_o hope no blueblack forms. hahah. Thursday, December 18, 2008 changed after work, met wl, went ps to meet yx, ty, jr, dr xf and des yesterday. 5 of us went to sakae to eat while the other 3 went elsewhere. had buffet and they ordered like crazy xD somehow our second round of orders o_o met the others at arcade after that with us all bloated up. super full. hahah. ty is damn pro at the bball thing :D i couldnt go past the 2nd stage like last time): walked around then went for the movie!(: it was quite nice :D walked around ps after that for awhile, went to macs for a quick bite for some of them, yx and xf left. kellan lutz is super cute(: dr, des, wl, jr and me then took the long walk to the bus stop and we took the bus home. listening to songs, chatting and laughing while walking. was really exhausted when i finally reached home close to 12am. and my mum made a durian koi fish jelly!(: nicee :D so after work today i decided i shall not bball cos i was damn tired o_o i slept all the way from 3pm to 6pm+ and it was rejuvenating(: then used the com till now. im finally going to sleep early for work tmr :D Tuesday, December 16, 2008 changed and went down to meet wl for bball after work today. was like 10 mins late for work though and i got scolded :/ sigh. screwed up morning. but at least after that it wasnt so bad already. i met someone who bought stuff with her bro and shes like sec 2?! she looked so mature i thought she was like sec 4 -__- hahah when i asked her it was quite embarrassing to get it wrong. met dr and ty at rise bball court. then jr and des came, followed by zh and gb. played around, had a full court match, then zh and gb left later on. we stayed till like super late which is like the somehow 'exciting' part -__- sorta tired of bballing at one time so we all went to the fitness corner just beside the court to slack and play around abit. suddenly theres this crazy/mad/drunk guy who started shouting and pointing here and there. then he started to point at us? then he kept scolding before he went back. 2nd round - he came back again to shout at us while we were like confused of what was going on and talking about it. he kicked the pole and like said if we wanted to fight and stuff when we didnt even like do anything? tried to look away whie he scolded vuglarities before going back. 3rd round - he came back and started to chase us. we all started running in different directions and it seemed like he chased jr and des. damn scary cos hes like mad and can run really fast. wl went to collect the bags though when we were all running away. hahah. after realising hes not at my side, mrn and i went to take our bags with wl also. then we quickly went to the carpark and gathered everyone up. someone and des called the police. police came, never found him then left :/ so the others wanted to wait for that guy to reappear again -__- and he did. about 30 mins later he came from the slope and after we regconised him he started running after us again. wth. this time its much further. i was almost out of breath but i kept running. he was closing up the gap behind but dr's other friends stopped him. if not i think its gone. and the madman told his friend that "we're disturbing him". we didnt even do anything in the first place! we went back to the carpark again, talked about it before going home. scary experience today. i dont get how its fun like what the others said. Monday, December 15, 2008 rushed to change and meet wl after work today. then went to tiong together to meet dr, ty and yx. des and jrm came super late! hahah. so we went into the condo and played at the court. its quite weird so i couldnt shoot properly. zh and gb came later on. and there were little kids playing soccer at the other side. hahha. played a few matches, tried layup and stuff. it started raining suddenly so we went to tiong for ramen!(: dr and yx left early for awhile though. i saw mrs rajan when we were eating and she waved to me(: bought donuts after dinner! :D then went back to rise and continued bballing till 10pm+. was quite sian during that period of time though. and when we were having a match des' knee 'stabbed' into my shin!): it was damn pain i couldnt control my tears for awhile. its like bone hit bone :/ i just rubbed it and it hurts even more. hahah. sure got blueblack tomorrow. and taffy had a haircut today!(: once again from super messy to super neat :D she doesnt have 'curtains' at her eyes anymore xD i have work tomorrow!): hahah. gonna bball right after that too. school's reopening in 2 weeks! but christmas' coming! oh man. stress year ahead!): sure needa mug like siao. and i havent done holiday hw =x Sunday, December 14, 2008 tuition on sat, was raining so i didnt bball, cous came to my house, ds-ed for like 2 hours, had dinner, used the com, went to stayover at cous' house! :D talked in the night till we fell asleep xD check out those lights. cool huh(: computered and ds-ed this morning, went for lunch, came back and i left for tuition. tuition was quite funny today xD the guys kept disturbing the teacher. hahah. i left my umbrella there): but luckily the admin agreed to keep it for me(: homed, changed after that and went to bball. continued bball-ing with the hss guys after dinner with family. had a match and our group lost badly. hahha but we tried :P i learnt layup today too :D im trying to do it right though. im too used to using two hands to shoot :/ never trained shooting with one hand before i guess. i want to watch twilight soon! i think the storyline's sorta interesting but i dont get whats so attractive about that pale guy thats making almost everyone going crazy over him. hahah. theres work tmr again): Friday, December 12, 2008 worked on thursday till 3.30pm, brought bro down, bballed with juniors and mrn for awhile, more juniors came then they all went off for block catching -__- hss guys came so played with them. fker suddenly came and he spoiled my mood. actually he just played with mrn and a junior but later on when they wanted to match with us, i refused unless he got lost. then mrn and i went to buy drinks and when we came back he was gone. it was great knowing that he fked off :D seeing him just pisses me off. that stupid, immature attitude of his. so we had matches and then went for dinner. some left afterwards like mrn so i was the only girl :/ went to rise to bball after that. had some matches and boy did i feel extra): cos its like des and me were like the smallest of all of us 6 :/ was hit by lionel as he threw the bball. hit my arm and luckily theres no blueblack -__- was hit by john the day before cos he kicked the bball and it hit my back. now theres a blueblack :/ so we bballed till 10.30pm before going home. worked ytd also, was kinda late so i got scolded): , rained heavily so we didnt bball, slacked at home, cold weather, watched tv, msged, msn-ed, computer-ed before going to sleep. hahah. met yy this morning to study! :D didnt have work today!(: but theres work tomorrow): need to wake up super early again :/ the last time we packed the books my hands became 'black' -__- ate breakfast, studied abit. i did maths! and also two pages of them! :P achievement. without her help, well, maybe not. hahah. homed at 1pm+. check out what we saw at the interchange. guess the sign swung down or something. hahaha xD slacked at home then slept till 6+ before changing and having dinner. hahah. damn tired. mrn, zh and gb came to see gg and taffy then we all went down to the court. bballed with them until they went home then i continued bballing with some of the juniors. hk came and the matches became really funny xD he keeps kachau-ing ng then ng was laughing like siao. homed at 9pm+. Tuesday, December 09, 2008 worked from 9am to 3.30pm today, homed, changed, went down for bball and to meet cherri and the others. all the girls were like sitting together, separated from the guys. hahah. hss guys came later on and we played matches after the juniors left to play block catching -__- and we were having fun until the other people played full court and sucked up the entire place, leaving us with no court. its like damn unfair la. both sides have a lot of people, but that does not mean that because they want to play full court, we have to oblige and let them play. other people also want to play one lor. unreasonable. caused some people to be in a bad mood. we had no choice so we went for dinner, and then to rise court to bball. now we had full court matches and i didnt manage to score once cos all my attempts failed): dont know why. sucks :/ homed at about 10.30pm. i got a new game! yeahhh :D finally after 236492 yrs. but i have work tomorrow again! :/ but im gonna go on a study session with yy on friday though(: Monday, December 08, 2008 so i slept all the way till almost 4 yesterday o_o quickly ate and went for tuition. as usual tuition dragged overtime again but its okay :D homed, changed then went to bball with juniors and hss guys at about 6.30pm. soon there were too many people coming to bball that we went to rise's court and juniors went home. there we had about 3 matches. lost 2 and won 1 :/ hahaha. ty keeps 'kupping' my shots): homed at about 10pm then used the com till about 5.30am before going to sleep xD woke up at 1pm this afternoon though. it rained all night yesterday night so it was super cold today. quite unusual. hahha. went out with family and couz' family for dinner!(: then we went to eat ice cream. hahaha. homed after that. felt damn tired :/ so i slacked at home till now? o_o have work tomorrow again. oh man): because of that im gonna miss a super belated birthday celebration of doro by roz? hope they have fun though(: hahah but it seems like i dont have any celebration this yr xD Saturday, December 06, 2008 worked yesterday and went out with wl to meet dr, jrmy, xf and dsmd. we met then walked around first followed by arcade-ing. i got 409 for the bball game! :D then we watched the movie, Bolt!(: its quite good cos the movie is funny and the characters in there are damn cute! :P kinda touching for some parts though esp to animal lovers. i cried abit and wl was like providing me tissue. hahah. then i found out i was the only one that cried -__- walked somewhere to have dinner and the place was not bad(: couldnt look at jrmy cos his face was like damn funny when we exchange stares. chatted, laughed and all throughout it. walked to chinatown after that and took the bus home. almost died waking up this morning -__- i rushed down and thankfully didnt get scolded :D but i didnt go for tuition though O: cousin is sick :/ went down to bball at about 5pm. wl was moody which made me annoyed. some of juniors came and joined us. they left in the evening and the other side had a 5v5 match so we just stood and watched as it had drizzled. soon after those people had another 5v5 so this time we just played when they ran to the other side of the court. we then had matches with the hss guys. hahah. deb came but only accompanied us for awhile. bballed till 10.30pm before going home. my feet hurt like quite badly :/ and my left ankle feels numb): my spects got bent too -__- luckily i managed to bend it back o_o and i didnt like the extra twosome who played the match with us :/ finally there isnt work tomorrow!(: yes! i dont need to force myself to wake up so early anymore! :D but i have tuition before bballing too): oh man. at least i get to sleep like some log :P Thursday, December 04, 2008 met juniors after work yesterday. changed then followed them to play block catching (again?!) at about 4pm. didnt want to play so i stayed at the playground and i fed lots of mosqitoes. wth -__- tricked the others into thinking i was also catcher :P mrn was the main catcher though. ng was the catcher next round and i played this round cos i didnt want to feed anymore mozzies. wl fell too o_o we finally finished at about 6pm and wl, me and mrn went to the bball court. it started to drizzle abit then stopped. met the hss guys and had matches after that. after 3 matches or so the ah peks sucked up the court so we went to get drinks before going to rise. had matches till lights off :D wl and i then went for dinner at about 10pm before going home. my feet were hurting with every step i take): mum says i overworked them. probably :/ also fell and scraped my ankle on the floor, not to mention wl's nail-dig. but i didnt bball today! hahaha. so its sort of a 'rest' for my feet. went to ex-neighbour's house after working this afternoon. ate, chatted, computered. hes grown so tall! hahha. makes me feel damn short): homed after that. actually i just couldnt make it for bball :P not that i didnt want to. heh. thought it was gone anyway cos it rained heavily in the afternoon o_o got cut when i went past books just now :/ gonna work again tomorrow. bballing too!(: its like the same cycle everyday for the past 2 days. work, bball, computer, sleep :P its been so long since we had purmei matches with juniors. hahah actually not that long. damn tired :/ and i've been tagged in a quiz O: by cement! 1. What have you been doing recently? working, bballing and computering :D 2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? nope. 3. What happened at 10 am today? working o_o 4. When did you last cry? cant remember. 5. Believe in fate/destiny? erm. both? 6. What do you want in your life now? be hardworking and stop being lazy! 7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated? i dont know. 8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? nope. 9. What was the last movie you caught? 4 christmases! :D 10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her? hmmmmm. 11. Who always makes you laugh? certain people(: 12. Do you speak languages other than english? yep. 13. Favourite website(s)? uh my blog? hahaha lots. 14. What are you doing tomorrow? work, bball, computer. 15. What do you think you are like? funny retarded person? :P 16. Who will you choose to die with? no one? 17. Where have you been today? workplace, ex-neighbour's house. 18. What game do you play often? recently its runescape? :P 19. Who are you missing right now? errrrrrr. 20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose? depends. 21. What are you doing right now? msn and this quiz. 22. Which primary school were you from? kellock. 23. Name three colours you like. blue, grey and teal(: 24. What emotion do you like to show? :D 25. What is life to you? its about creating memories with your loved ones and treasuring every single second of it. 26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do? keep it to myself, tell someone or cry if its really bad? 27. Who did you last chat with on msn today? wl -__- hahah. 28. Who do you admire the most? lebron? xD 29. Which month are you born in? september. 30. How are you feeling right now? sian and tired. 31. What is the time now? 11.30pm 32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you. dont really know her but she seems alright(: 33. What colour do you like to dye your hair? light brown. 34. Why are you doing this test? bored? and also because im tagged. 35. What do you do when you're moody? vent the frustration out. 36. At which stage do you wish to get married? no idea. 37. Who is closer to you? i dont know. 38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do? spend all my time with loved ones? o_o 39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most? myself and my mum. 40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain? yeah(: 41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be? to be successful when I grow up. 42. What is your goal for this year? to be better in bball :D 43. Do you believe in eternity love? depends. 44. What feeling do you love the most? requited love and happiness(: 45. What feeling do you hate the most? frustrated and moody. 46. Do you really think it's global warming now? yeah.. 47.Do you like doing quizzes? quite. 48. Do you believe in gods? yeah. 49. Who cares for you the most? family? 50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? feeling confident and happy to do the things i do. 51. What will you bring when you fight? my atomic bomb. haaha. strength, endurance and speed. 52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life? being lazy to study when i was in pri. 53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer? find gg and taffy?(: 54.What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? goodbye :D 55. How do you feel now? tired still. Tuesday, December 02, 2008 met xx at the mrt station this morn. qm came later on followed by jx, roc, yp and then cher. went through 16 stops to reach tampines. talked in the train and stuff. took the bus and reached tmsp!(: some of us didnt really match the dress code but we were still allowed to go in. hahah luckily :P so we ordered our food and all. almost sat outside cos we were quite a big group o_o most of us ordered the pasta. its kinda nice(: esp the cheese! thinking about it makes me hungry): hahah. doesnt it make your mouth water? id better not look at the picture anymore :P went to watch '4 christmases' at gv finally after a long discussion and leaving cathay. hahaha. xx left though :/ wasnt really interested in the movie at first but after watching it, i find it quite funny :P its worth to watch i guess(: everyone went their separate ways after the movie. but we met debbie along the way :P hahaha. and also kellie and nm in the cinema. homed with qm, changed and went downstairs. then it started raining -__- met the juniors and everyone was standing around not knowing what to do. so wl and i went to join the hss guys. wl left soon after so i waited for the rain to stop before we had matches :D couldnt remember which matches are won and lost so yeah :/ went home at about 9pm today. and im gonna wake up at like 8am tomorrow. hope i can make it like how i did today. hahah :P i dont know why but my leg kinda hurts when i run though): Monday, December 01, 2008 woke up at 2pm today. hahah. met juniors and wl downstairs at about 4.30pm. then we went to the playground then they played something called 'block catching' o_o played 4 rounds in total but i only played the first round and slacked off the rest :P someone fell during the game and had a deep cut :/ his leg was bandaged and then he was sent home. hope hes okay even though i dont know him. we were sitting down when jw threw the bomb bag -__- aftermath of the 'pop'. luckily i was standing cos it 'popped' near me. they were waiting for wl to scream but she didnt. hahaha. later on purmei court was full so we went for dinner first. rise court after that and we had 3 matches. lost the 1st one, won the 2nd one and 3rd one if im not wrong. hahha :D then watched 1v1 among bd and 2 six packed guys while we talked. others went home while wl and i stayed on awhile with the hss guys. just kept shooting and stuff till it was time to go. went home at about 10pm. hahaha. sorta fun hanging out with them(: i think i'd better go sleep soon cos im going out with the fungi family tomorrow! hahah pri school friends. finally we're going out again! :D but pt and mg are not going :/ hope i'll be able to wake up tomorrow though :P
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay