Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, January 29, 2010 jae posting results were out. was disappointed again. sigh. it seems like everything's just screwing up): oh well. guess i'll just have to make do with it. anyway, im not going to let myself get affected again. or rather, influenced by comments. ive decided and im not going to change it. im going to push myself to work hard to avoid a repeat of history of feeling utterly disappointed by my results. gonna stop slacking and treating everything so lightly. im going to show them that i can do it. been doing the usuals again anyway. passed the tkd test. didnt get double though :/ oh well. its alright i guess. Monday, January 25, 2010 didnt get to work on friday after all. tkd on saturday before going out with family to ecp at night. the sky was filled with lighted up kites. looked nice(: so i finally went to work yesterday. it was alright i guess. just thought i was a bit slow :/ hate the scooping part most though cos im slow as ive just learnt it + pressure from the people makes me even slower): 1 person to 1 table on the 1st day. how lucky -__- after work ended, i was hungry + feet were hurting :/ went for a run today :D was faster compared to last week. and my legs werent feeling like jelly that badly walking down the stairs right after(: yay. hilarious xD just a little something to add life to this boring blog :P anyway it was basketball after that and at first it was okay until it became fired up -__- he came and played matches with us. annoying extra. he was one of my opponents and the best part of the match was when i took a shot. he commented loudly that it'll miss and it went in. lmao. in your face, bitch. i even _l_ at him. think he saw it. hahah. then he shut up when i took shots. you got owned~ Friday, January 22, 2010 i guess grading on sunday was alright but i dont think i can get a double promotion already): the judge like didnt even bother to look at us -__- oh well. ran on monday as planned before going for basketball. had muscle aches the next day): shows that i really dont have stamina anymore :/ basketball on tuesday. out with mum to get stuff on wednesday :D had tkd yesterday. did like lots of pushups. worst part is we did 200 jumping jacks. how fun -__- now my calf muscles hurt cos of it :/ played games after all that so it wasnt so bad i guess. work later on o_o hope i wont screw up or anything. Saturday, January 16, 2010 had tkd on thursday and basketball yesterday. finally submitted my JAE on thursday. so what time did i submit it at? 6am. how great -__- finished at 3am initially but realised that it cant be submitted. so i redid and organised a new list in 3 hours. felt sad and hopeless while redoing it so i cried again :/ sigh. seriously people should quit rubbing it in. if they were me they would probably commit suicide already. hope that the posting results would turn out alright. gonna start training harder on monday. finally found a proper job too after slacking around doing my own stuff o_o went to queensway today with sw, mw and sf :D lunched after finding shoes before they left for tiong and i went home to change for tkd. practised pattern today. test tomorrow. wanting a double promotion(: dont know whether im even good enough though): Wednesday, January 13, 2010 so i got my results. it sucks. did not achieve what i wanted. cant help feeling like i screwed up part of my life. cried yesterday night cos of it -__- but thank you, you, for cheering me up. i appreciate it(: and a few others who tried and helped. guess this will sound clinched, but if i could i'll go back to the past to work harder to save the worry and fear i have today. now im hoping for a miracle. i need one. however if that doesnt happen i have to pick myself up and continue even though the route might be longer and more difficult then. oh well.. Tuesday, January 05, 2010 kboxed on friday night(: went out with zenna, kelyn, doro and sq yesterday :D like finally. sq was super late. walked around and lunched before going to the picnic. played truth or dare for a while. drizzled and we went to find shelter. walked back in the end. waited for kelly to come to have dinner before heading home. played basketball with the usuals. my shots really suck badly yesterday -__- basketball-ed a bit today. gonna mia till like 12th january :D omg results): gonna train my stamina and skills after i come back(: till then~ Friday, January 01, 2010 HAPPY NEW YEAR!(: another year has flown past again and to think a year ago i was still afraid of the upcoming year cos of o lvls. cant believe its all over now! yay :D results are coming soon though :/ just hoping for the best. out with kj, sf, wl, mw, brandon and mrn on wednesday for bowling and pool before going back to purmei to find the others playing basketball. counted down yesterday with mw, hk, mrn, junarti, kj, sf, jw, tj and sw :D didnt really get to see fireworks but it was alright. played cards and tried chiva. couldnt take the taste cos it tastes gross -__- even when its mixed. i think vodka's still better. played spray cans after the countdown xD around 25 cans finished in 5 minutes. fast. everyone was chasing others and spraying each other. fun and tiring at the same time :D perspired like crazy. collided with mrn suddenly and we both fell :/ i hope 2010's going to be a better year(: 2009 kinda sucked because of things that happened, but oh well. resolutions? gonna make them soon :D good luck to all the 2010 o lvl people(: im still free from school now :P
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay