Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, May 30, 2008 bballed from 5.30 - 8.30pm today with deb :D wl ps-ed us! she told us shes coming but she never came in the end -__- so we had the whole court to ourselves today. and one of the bball seniors came again. i found out their training was like 10 rounds or more every session. they used to have 3 sessions and then reduced to 2. maybe i should start doing that. hmm. omg im so addicted to this video! hahaha. esp legacy and the dog. the dog's so cute(: legacy is so suaveee :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsOW_CtPJ0o&feature=PlayList&p=E31285FCC3310B5D&index=21 i can like watch it over and over without getting bored. hahah. i want to watch the chronicles of narnia; prince caspian! anyone wants to go with me? :D hahhah. im so eager to watch this after watching the trailer. looks exciting!(: and im glad the main cast didnt really change xD when i begin to wonder whether ___ will ____ __ ____ how ___ ____ ____ :/ Thursday, May 29, 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE!(: really missed you being my neighbour. hahaha. been about 3 yrs since we met i guess. i remember when we were younger i used to go out with your family xD we'd like visit each other everyday to play since our houses are like opposite each other. your mum would teach me how to remember spelling words too :D omg i miss those times. hope to visit you in june(: the course today was alright but homefront security was quite boring. i prefer PK lecture cos its much more interesting :D the tests were held today too. i hope i pass it(: luckily me and ys didnt miss 3 buses again. HAHA. we rushed like mad to the bus stop as we were able to change faster [cos theres only 2 people?] and we managed to get into the first bus. yay(: im so going to play bball like mad tomorrow. wasnt able to play it for a lot of days due to camp and courses which made me really tired and cos after this week theres a higher possibility i'll have no time/too tired to play): Wednesday, May 28, 2008 KHS course was quite alright today. hate the transport system though. bus, mrt, bus. :/ takes like more than an hour to get there and back. missed 3 buses when we were going home today cos there were too many people -__- i didnt sleep this time during the session :D i slept like a lot a lot last year. hahah. too bad suhana didnt come): another KHS session and test to complete the course tomorrow. super tired. i just realised my next two weeks are crazily filled up): 1st - mum's friend's chalet 2nd & 3rd - class chalet 5th & 6th - LMS training 7th & 8th - tuition 9th to 13th - OBS camp 14th & 15th - tuition 16th - orals 22nd - heymath tests deadline oh myy. i've never had part of my holiday filled up to this extent. and i've bought assessment books already!(: maths, english and bio for the time being. i've also a book to engross in :D Tuesday, May 27, 2008 i was feeling so #%#$^ just now due to two things. one of which i shouldnt even feel #%#$^ about. oh well im stupid. camp was alright. i got to know my junior better, had a lot of laughs. yesterday. trekked at pulau ubin. school. captain's ball. bathe. dinner [gosh the rice was soft and hard (cooked and uncooked?)]. lightstick game. debrief. supper. lights out. fooled around like crazy before really sleeping. today. others went to catch the sunrise at 4.30am. couldnt go due to competition. competition sorta sucked. last bullet was always out of the paper -__- score was 33/40 for the rectangle and 84/160 for the circle. highest among 5 of us. 117/200. sucky score huh? hahaha. we shot the circle target for the first time today so cant say much. :/ 'human'/rectangle target. circle target. after shooting had obs briefing. kept falling asleep. -__- ys and i went back to school ourselves after it ended. bus, mrt, bus. :/ kept falling asleep too. reached school, exhausted. given forms for programmes. its like wth la. all the programmes are so close together. we had used our full u and we have to use it again tomorrow. KHS course - 28th and 29th [its the same place we were at. so freaking far] 8am to 6pm LMS training - 5th and 6th 7.15am to 5.30pm we even went for KHS course last year alr. then have to take it again this year? rawr. notes for KHS and LMS are damn thick. my OBS is coming soon too. 9th to 13th june. 5 daysss. Sunday, May 25, 2008 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEESIAM! :D thanks for withstanding my crazy behaviour in chem tuition. HAHAH. and also thanks for helping me when this slow learner doesnt understand. :D mum's gonna bandage my hand later, cutting hair later. haaaha. i cant believe it. after obs briefing i still have to go back to school to complete the camp. like wow? -__- omg yay someone's interested in my last hamster cage. finally get to sell it all off(: kept sleeping on and off today. tuition was as usual. meesiam's gonna abUNdon me next week): Saturday, May 24, 2008 bballed from 5 - 7.30pm today with deb and wl :D played non stop. was superr tired at the end. and my wrist hurts again): might get it bandaged or something :/ UG camp on monday!): theres even shooting competition and OBS briefing on tuesday. gonna be freaking busy. after camp still have 2 things to do. sure damn tired. rawrrrr. theres tuition tomorrow! meesiam(: HAHAH. i found out meesiam is damn guai kia): whats your secret to success? spilling meesiam on yourself? no wonder! O: haahha. Friday, May 23, 2008 happy holidays everyone!(: although it might be only 'happy' to some of us. hhahah. had maths [again?!], recess, mas and then class family time today. whats with the 97525982 maths lessons? -__- waited for 5 hours for mum for ptc :/ i would've rotted there if not for ss and hedgehog that came. xD ss played my ds shortly after hedgehog left. no one in the canteen when mum finally came O: so mrs tam said that i was quiet [always?] and i should ask questions when in doubt. hmm. those comments are always the same. oh yeah our class won for the most money earned in the level. yay(: didnt bball today cos of ptc): must play tomorrow. rawr. i need to go buy assessment books soon. i have to improve! all Cs, one F and one A. my results are so shitty -__- needa buck upp. busy hols! i need to find a day to change my email. ahhahah :P Thursday, May 22, 2008 bballed from 5 - 7pm today! deb and wl came later. wanted to play longer but it started raining): i initially wanted to play 3 hours. looks like i couldnt :/ haahahah. had maths lessons [again], then write encouraging letters to seniors, recess, check ss papers, hall for a skit. skit was quite boring. :/ slept on the second half of the skit. hahah. been damn tired these days. i have been having dreams of me shooting because before i woke up my hands would jerk forward, just like shooting and i'll always realise it. it occured like 3 times alr O: cool or plain siao? hmmm. having normal lessons till recess then mas tomorrow. oh man. so boring): i bet a lot of people are gonna pon school. hahhah. and i hope i wont get caught :/ im gonna cut my hair soon anyway. ptc tomorrow too. i wonder how im going to die): gotta wait till like 6.30pm cos mum only finishes work at 6pm): my mum's gonna kill me for my grades too O: lj for extras(: Wednesday, May 21, 2008 watched pay it forward before recess. the movie was quite alright but val kept fast-forwarding parts she thought was RA until we skip non-RA parts too. she spoiled it man :/ i found the vid that showed how he 'really' died. not just die like that after val kept skipping parts. everyone was like complaining. hahaha. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWaKbGPilPQ&feature=related had lecture after recess. it took forever to end -__- there wasnt np today. greatt. she didnt even inform us. last week she said it was postponed to wed but there wasnt anything on today. -__- so me and ys wasted 2 hrs in school waiting. hahah. bballed from 5.30 - 7.30pm today(: i got hit in the face though -__- hit my teeth and eye): now my spects is a bit distorted. it was quite fun in the evening :D no bd to mock me, deb and wl is there, ben is friendly and all. deb, wl and i were having a conference about something. hahhha. xD i'll have to stay back till 6.30pm on friday cos of ptc. must be present): Tuesday, May 20, 2008 checked papers for first half of the day, had 3 maths lessons and concert for assembly. boring): i slept for like half of the 3 maths lessons. hahahah. assembly was quite alright. theres cca tomorrow! i dont want): the sun's been blazing hot these few days. i might just die of heat stroke :D hhahaha. i hope we dont need to march although its like 99.9999% impossible. theres also UG camp next week. pulau ubin? i wonder what are we going to do there. gonna stayover for like one night. theres also class chalet, obs, ubc then orals coming damn soon. -__- didnt realise that orals was in the middle of the holidays. i think im gonna 'mug' for it in the last few days before orals. and i really need to be not late. hahah. i remember i was late for last year's orals. i almost cried cos i was damn scared :/ bballed from 6.30 - 8pm today. i was sleeping when wl called me up. if she didnt i'd probably sleep until dont know when. hahaah. cos i slept at 3am yesterday. almost died -__- 4 months :D hahhaha. another boring day tomorrow i guess. heard theres a talk :/ 3 more days before start of hols but i have to come back on the first day of hols. wowwww? O: Monday, May 19, 2008 bballed from 5.30 - 7pm with deb. a lot a lot of people on the court today. 4 more days to holidays! its great and bad at the same time :/ stayed over at cous' house on friday. rabbids all the wayyy! hahaa. tuition on sat was great(: teacher didnt speak much on sunday's tuition. everyone was thinking he must have flu or something o_o friendster is making me mad -__- the main site works, but sometimes when i click on another link, it gives me 'this page cannot be displayed' tried spam clicking, doesnt work): i've chosen to not give a heck about some stuff anymore. some stuff just dont deserve to be given so much thought about cos somehow it'll just stay the same or it'll just be worthless. its like if you dont want this thing, im fine with it. if you want it, i'll cooperate. its that easy. theres ptc soon. oh noo): post-exam activities all the way too): Friday, May 16, 2008 got back all results. B3 for poa. its so saddening cos i used to get like A1? -__- theory pulled me down cos i got like 50.5/60 for the second section :/ damn. ss plus geog is a C6. history is a B4. 1 more mark to B3. but its good cos i failed history during ca :D the first seq pulled me down): cos i got 22/25 for the SBQs. didnt study properly so i didnt know the points. hahah. actually i wanted to type this with vuglarities. but lets refrain from it. im so damn annoyed with bd. he kept taking my bball after it rebounded when i threw. the thing is i dont even really talk to him. hes just friends with deb and wl and yet he will take my bball like all the time which makes me feel so #%&%$. he thinks that well, since im friends with deb and wl he doesnt need to ask for my permission huh? i've tolerated this for like i dknw how long but its so freaking irritating. he has his own bball. yeah he brought it down yesterday. but what happened? he ended up using my bball for the WHOLE TIME. when we play match he uses it too. wow. so lets bring down the sucky bball and i bet he'll use wl's. just get lost okay. you dont just come and start taking my bball to play. because of him i almost couldnt play for like all the time until deb and wl took it for me. so when he finally gives up the bball, im left with 18 mins to play. great. i didnt even sweat today. so what did i actually do? lend people my bball. i cant snatch it back from him cos hes way better than me. the next time if i ever encounter him, he'll see. Thursday, May 15, 2008 bballed from 5.30 - 8.00pm today with deb and wl. felt superr tired at the end. something happened and i assure that i'll certainly do the same thing back to him if it happens again. dumb shit. was in the audi for like 942524 yrs today. got back english, chinese, social studies and science papers. im so annoyed with my bio marks cos it pulled my chem down :/ before marks are combined, chem - A2 bio - D7 total - C5 greatt -__- im getting like everything C okay. english is C5. ss is C6 [if i didnt get L4 for the SEQ qns i would've failed]. science is C5. more sucky grades tmr. pure hist [cfm die], maths [cfm die], e geog [cfm die]. so overall i'll just die(: yay? everyone gets As and Bs or 1 or 2 Cs [at most] in their report books and i'll have a row of Cs. SA1 is totally screwed. gonna have oral at end of hols. sucks lah -__- i've planned all the stuff i need to and want to do during the holidays. i wonder if i'll even have slack days. :/ hahaha. my wrist doesnt hurt anymore while i was bball-ing today. yay(: Wednesday, May 14, 2008 so.. this is how i spent my morning :D http://i64.photobucket.com/albums/h200/firedragon926/kevjumba.jpg at first it was happyslip live, and then kevjumba. kevjumba rocksss(: he answered my questions while he was live. do you visit asian countries? k: been to taiwan do you like lebron james? k: yeah i like him hes a great bball player how do you bathe with your shin injured? k: sponge bath. 1 time in 2/3 days. and he'll elaborate those answers he gave. hes damn funny. :D there were like 140+ viewers when he was live okay! ahaah. omg i must catch his next session. both kevjumba and happyslip are super funny people on youtube. go watch their vids(: http://www.youtube.com/user/kevjumba http://www.youtube.com/user/HappySlip Tuesday, May 13, 2008 i feel so great! i finally got to play bball today(: 5.30 - 7.30pm. after 1/2 weeks? wootos. after 1/2 weeks of gaining fats i finally got to lose some of it today :D i confirm flunk some of my exams already la. or maybe all O: got back bio paper today. failed. by 1 mark -__- and for that i need to go back to school for lessons during holidays. i was so happy i could balance the first poa question :D a lot of people couldnt. :/ thanks to the many many endless questions sy gave. hahaah. paper 1 was a total flunk. argh. thanks ss too for doing the math notes for me :D hahaha. my june holidays are so filled up): usually i'll slack the whole holiday away. hahah. i've got work, camps, lessons, np stuff. greattt. :/ oh that reminds me. i gave my photo to mrs lee for the obs form and today mrs koh called me and said that i didnt submit my photo? -__- she said she called mrs lee and mrs lee said that i didnt. mrs koh still asked me whether i was sure i submitted it. like wow i hallucinated all of that huh. -__- so i've got to submit another photo. greatt. tmr. marking day. i've got to wake up at like the usual school time. luckily sy saved me cos i'll pass it to her to pass to the office. hahahah. then i wont need to wear uniform just to pass a dumb photo? -__- check out my lj for my pri 1 photo xD Sunday, May 04, 2008 bballed from 7.30 - 9pm on friday. time seemed to pass so fast. hahaha. its fun cos its dark and debra's friend and another guy lent us their basketballs(: anyway, tuition was noisy as usual. i feel so enlightened right now. my relative taught me the method and whatever about studying. i soo know what to do right now. gonna mug real hard and shut myself away these few days. no bball): , no internet): , no nothing. just study. cos theres limited time to study already. i cant afford to waste that time not studying. im damn scared for this SA. i wonder why. hmm. i hope to get decent grades. and if my maths grades are like shit again im gonna work super hard for it. mugging will last until the last exam. im also gonna do up a timetable and do daily revision after exams. trust me, this is the first time i've ever been this hardworking. i shall not be a last min study-er anymore :D i've got super alot of cca stuff during holidays. 6/7 or more courses. 3 camps [if im not wrong] and theres sure to be going-back-to-school-for-lessons days. shooting competitions, UBC, blah blah. :/ Thursday, May 01, 2008 happy birthday great-grandmother! :D i wondered why i woke up at 10am when i still felt so tired. -__- didnt play bball today): hhhaha. went out to celebrate ggm's birthday though. last minute family gathering O: went to a restaurant for dinner. ate 2 circle thingy-s. it had soup inside it! cooool. ahhhah. the other dishes were weirdd. took pictures and talked and all then homed. if only tomorrow was a holiday too. but since i'll be able to ___ ___, ____ ____ ____ ___ and __ __ ______ ____ ____, and have more lessons before the exams, i dont mind(: hahhaha.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay