Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, December 31, 2010 another 23 hours before 2011! its amazing how fast time flies. i wish for 2011 to be a better & happier year, with no heartbreaks, no regrets, no disappointments, more bonding, more friendships, more love!(: gonna pen down my resolutions for the new year too :D watched narnia: voyage of the dawn treader with the girls just now! landy, susan, esther, aifaa, nazi, jiefang and hayden! would rate the movie 4/5! mainly because i like the chronicles of narnia :D it was also entertaining and exciting. the boy was damn annoying at first but im glad he did change for the better(: i kinda miss peter and susan though :/ and soon lucy and edmund wont be in the series anymore because they are all too old): oh well. speaking of which, william, the guy acting as peter, is quite cute hahaha :P oh yes training on wednesday was tiring and boring. 18km total. and we all predict its going to be 20km the next time - which is on the first day of the new year. totally looking forward to it? -_- gosh. and i have also finally finished my assignment! submitted it in too. feels like a rock just got lifted off my back(: but i havent studied and packed my room though :/ gotta squeeze it all together and complete them! Sunday, December 26, 2010 happy belated merry christmas! :D had training on tuesday. went for rpdb chalet after the training on wednesday!(: it was tiring but fun. kept bbq-ing non stop hahah. exchanged gifts for the angel and mortal game later on at night. talked and fooled around in the room at midnight. around 3am everyone started to KO one by one xD couldnt sleep because it was too cold. no more blankets): thankfully jamie saved me! :D got me a bag to lie on and blanket<3 breakfast with the girls in the morning before heading home. steamboat treat by stella on friday after training!(: loved the chin chow heheh. christmas countdown with couz and relatives at night :D didnt have training on saturday! slept for 13 hours :D started playing assassin's creed 2! damn addicting. even if i didnt want to do missions/story i could just climb around and steal/fight/etc. love such games, where you can just interact with the environment. like GTA too :D training today. 2 x 8km. boring. sunny. but i survived :D trainings are gonna step up too): must endure. no pain no gain. only then i'll become stronger!(: and i need to study + pack my room + do assignment all in this week! gonna try finishing the assignment tomorrow so i dont need to worry anymore(: Monday, December 20, 2010 so what have i been doing for the past 3 days of the holidays? went for training, out with mum and bro, out with the girls(: havent completed any of my tasks yet :/ important ones by this week. then i wouldnt need to worry anymore :D i'll be able to dedicate another 2 or 3 days to packing up my room next week. cannot forget to study for ut 2 also! start of school then ut 2 is thrown at your face :/ signed up with jamie for the ocbc cycling 2011! :D we chiong-ed for the 15% hahah. will not be riding a professional bike): but i hope it will be fun!(: Wednesday, December 15, 2010 on a side note, the biggest loser asia just ended recently as the news has reported and looking at their 'before' and 'after' photos makes me feel really motivated(: motivated to work harder to become stronger. become fitter. become slimmer. it also proves how being slimmer makes you look better :D things got better i guess(: must not do such a thing again. had training yesterday. increased by a set. damn tiring. had ig photo-taking too :D body is starting to ache already and theres still training tomorrow): 2 more ut grades are out. kinda bad :/ hope that the last 2 will be better. 2 more days to holidays! which will not really be holidays because ut 2 is right after that and there will be lots of trainings. looking forward to the db chalet though! :D which also adds on to the list of things i need to do! i must not procrastinate! - get something for couz's birthday! - complete ut 2 article - get team present - get present for mortal - fix spects christmas is approaching and soon it'll be 2011! i feel like time has flown past this year. Saturday, December 11, 2010 volunteered with the girls for the standard chartered marathon on sunday(: it was an overnight thing. damn boring and sleepy since it was only nazi and me at our area. there was this weird guy too. freaky sia. collected our lunch and card as the volunteering ended. went out to walk walk with aifaa, esther and nazi after van left. had lots of fun(: took pictures and all before heading home. buffet and award taking with the girls on monday :D it was initially a good day on tuesday. then i screwed it up. i screwed everything up. i shouldnt have acted on my mood, but i did. sigh. then on wednesday i was too busy to get out of my class to celebrate amy's birthday with the rest. training on thursday was a torture. physical torture. and for today, i felt that it was emotional torture. i felt so empty without having fun with the rest. for the first time, it was so awkward with them. i didnt know what to say. i know it was my mistake. i had done wrong. i had apologised. but oh well. an apology doesnt solve everything. for now i just pray and hope that things will get better. i miss having fun with them. i really do. Saturday, December 04, 2010 completed all my uts! feels good although i know ut2 will be coming very soon :/ been gyming and running during the week to keep the stamina up before training starts again. went out with the girls too(: as if we dont see each other enough hehehe. paddled today after around 2 weeks! arms felt suan hahah. too long never paddle already. need to get used to it again. and to you, i dont know if you dislike me or not. but im not going to let myself be bothered by you anymore. it only wastes my time.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay