didnt do much these days again except the usuals - basketball, gaming, tv, sleep, eat. couldnt attend val's party): and its true how sometimes you take everything for granted after some time.
you didnt cherish those moments with them and now, you dont even have a chance to do so anymore even after you got woken up. reminded of the fact that life is fragile.
although it probably didnt matter so much since you werent even close before, it still hurts. now it feels like theres something missing. someone you neglected and took for granted for so long isnt going to be at the usual place anymore.
i need to learn how to treasure everything around me.