so i got my results. it sucks. did not achieve what i wanted. cant help feeling like i screwed up part of my life. cried yesterday night cos of it -__- but thank you, you, for cheering me up. i appreciate it(:
and a few others who tried and helped. guess this will sound clinched, but if i could i'll go back to the past to work harder to save the worry and fear i have today. now im hoping for a miracle. i need one.
however if that doesnt happen i have to pick myself up and continue even though the route might be longer and more difficult then. oh well..